raining all day
slight, persistent drizzle
i usually like the rain
today, it's mostly sad
jad spent overnight
we did our usual yesterday
riding a 16 inch nascar 500 bike to the beach
a block away from our new home
in huntington beach
cross pch onto the bike path along the sand
lock our bikes and run to our cliff of sand by the ocean
running and jumping off
over and over
like the cycle of life and death
almost everyday we find a dead bird
washed up on the sand
opened clams and shells
shore birds pick crabs out from the sand
pelicans dive in the ocean for fish
dolphins appear sometimes
jad is so smart now
constantly arguing and fighting
his programmed mind versus me
my long hair, getting a job, smoking
liking obama, columbus, america
eating meat...
names every car on sight
austin martin to bugatti
wants to be a police
and a singer like bruno mars
we wake up for breakfast
and find out on facebook
marti kheel died
i'm still woking on the ecofeminism video
with her in it, but now i work while knowing
the main ecofeminist is no more
