silence, peace, freedom, where art thou....... oh, be still my raging mind! must i think constantly..... ..for what purpose... is it necessary............. 24/7/365..... how can i make it stop?
Saturday, November 10, 2012
the divine
a life spent
loosing myself
in two
long-term attachments
giving daily
affection
attention
dedication
education
endlessly
when i changed
caring for animals
instead of eating them
i gained morality
but lost mutuality
respectability
useability
abandoned
called an idealist
extremist
selfish
unaccomplished
suffering deeply
weeping bitterly
seeking eagerly
but warily
remaining alone
rediscovering myself
and nature
determined
to be with someone
similar
or not at all
longing
to give myself
remaining
loveless
hopeless
dreamless
aimless
lacking resources
an offer to help
dispeled the darkness
someone similar
cared
a beautiful goddess
younger
but much wiser
appeared
was it too late
am i too old
to be loved
empty heart
be still
a mere mortal
cannot seek the divine
Friday, November 02, 2012
meat programming 1
the morning ocean was glass
dolphins bobbed in and out
gently the air cool and clean at the park a big hawk scooped overhead silently eagles cry and hummingbirds chatter so many birds a baby turtle in the pond the sunset was gorgeous bright red clouds way up high shades of pink all around baby pink lower on the horizon dozens of pigeons circled thankful for a blessed day i am so upset today picking up jad at school at one in his backpack are dead creatures a huge container of smelly eggs and a slice of pepperoni pizza he claims eggs are not animals and doesn't know that peperoni is pig we fight over it in the car on the way to swimming lessons with jason in a heated pool he can almost make it halfway across in karate he said he sparred with a smaller girl and he allowed he to win "she was so cute" but then he sparred with the teacher mr. s, and won he started piano lessons and knows the scale starts at c in the park we ride along the planet walk to the island home on the other side park our bikes under the spiral slide and dig for buried treasure he can read most of the park signs names and descriptions of animals these days he complains everyone in class says he is so short they all want to be taller girls and boys make fun of him for being the smallest except his best friends sai and declan during the annual jog-a-ton he ran 20 laps more than most of the others 1st graders he blames mom for forcing him to eat meat i always take lots of fruit watermelon today and buy him food from veggie grill mac and cheese chicken fingers salad he likes them all curry and rice from loving hut chinese food from veggie wokery dal and rice i occasionally cook going on halloween trick and treat he gets more candy than anyone else "because i'm so cute" but he said he did not eat even one since i always warn him about high fructose corn syrup he is doing good he luvs animals and nature i wish his mom was vegan i cannot blame him for her poor choices and lack of compassion for the earth and animals
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