self promotion

down... girl i'm dying for your love
down... i can't handle anymore
down... si no tengo tu querer
si no tengo de tu amor
girl that makes me feel so down
so downn...
that makes me feel so down



its summertime still
the days are long
and hot
with an occasional nice breeze
hot also in the evening
the moon is almost full

my little buddha
is growing
sits up better now
always such a joy to behold
he is out of the sleep nest
and on the bed with us

there is incredible beauty
watching baby nurse
a timeless moment
of mother and child
a bonding so natural
and right in every way

the buddha renews me
everytime i see him
no matter what kind of day i'm having
his smile washes away all regrets
and puts me in the uncharted waters of the moment
blessed by his ever joyful presence

i started a new career
commercial real estate
which takes me away from my lord all day
i cry in the morning when i leave him
and again at night when i return

there in nothing in the world i'd rather do
than to be with him
but i have to earn a living
and i have to provide for him and sush
so i deny us all by leaving to work
and work hard all day

selling is all about self promotion
but it is not ego as well?
i'm building another wall
in a lifelong project of constructing walls
inside an enclosed box
fortifying the me
enshrining ego
continuing self
not ending thought